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30 December 2007 @ 04:20 am
I'd take another chance,
Take a fall, take a shot for you,
I need you like a heart needs a beat,
But it's nothing new,
I loved you with a fire red,
Now it's turning blue,
And you say,
Sorry like an angel,
Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid...


Somehow, I can relate to that...

~j¹~
 
 
28 December 2007 @ 06:08 pm
Mark these words, and mark them well.

I will be in her pants come New Years Eve, or after.

No, not some random hook-up...planning on dating her...doubt that'll work all too well.

Oh well. Who knows?


~j¹~
 
 
15 December 2007 @ 04:43 am
Star Wars or Star Trek?

Which was better?

While you're arguing amongst yourselves (or not), I'll be getting laid.

That is all.

~j¹~
 
 
10 December 2007 @ 06:39 pm
I'm convinced that Amy Winehouse is a M-F transsexual...

>_>

~j¹~
 
 
Current Music: Adema - "All These Years"
 
 
09 December 2007 @ 07:16 pm
I'm dragging so much ass right now...

I got maybe 2 hours of sleep last night...

Couldn't get comfortable, it was hot as hell...

I need to power nap...

I'll holla.

~j¹~
 
 
08 December 2007 @ 06:35 pm
I went to a rather nice restaurant the other night...and sitting across the room from me, was a couple.

They were fighting.

It was a blowout, they were all screaming and shit, it eventually got to the point where the woman got up and walked out, but I couldn't help but notice that the man didn't follow her. So I did.

I walked outside, came up behind her, and spun her around a few times, and I think it confused her, because she then proceeded to say "Sometimes I don't even know you anymore!"

And that, in turn, confused me...

So I punched her in the face.

I'm not saying it was the right thing to do, but I was low on options, plus, my food was getting cold...

~j¹~

 
 
06 December 2007 @ 07:32 pm
Mmmmm...

Chili...

*homer simpson drool*

~j¹~
 
 
05 December 2007 @ 07:58 pm
Al Gore won a Nobel Peace Prize, essentially for telling us shit we already knew.

The earth is getting fucking hot.

Well, in light of that, allow me to share with you all, a revelation, of sorts that I had last night.

SHIT HAPPENS!



Now, where's my fucking nomination/NPP?

~j¹~
 
 
Current Music: "Arterial Black" - Drist
 
 
04 December 2007 @ 10:01 pm
I need sex.

2 weeks is too long...*cries*

~j¹~
 
 
Current Music: "Critical Acclaim" - A7X
 
 
02 December 2007 @ 09:10 pm
So yeah...I don't remember much of the shenanigans of a couple nights ago...but, judging how trashed the house was...it was pretty awesome.

Yeah...i need food...imma cut this off here.

~j¹~
 
 
01 December 2007 @ 03:16 am

Rest In Peace, Evel...you'll never be forgotten.
1938-2007
 
 
30 November 2007 @ 11:46 pm
holy friggin shit

i havent been this wasted in a lon time.

i feels sick...i think i need to thwro up...

this rules so fuckin hard

also...mason kicked my ass at guitar hero...he plays in a band...so of course he did...hes a guitarist...ill show you a picture if i can get one of him...

hes a sexy beeasst

yeah...

rofl
 
 
28 November 2007 @ 09:16 pm
I can understand how scissors beats paper, and how a rock beats scissors, but there is no fucking way that paper can beat rock. Is paper supposed to magically wrap around the rock, leaving it immobile? Why the hell can't paper do this to scissors, and screw scissors for that matter, why can't paper do this to people? Why aren't sheets of college ruled notebook paper suffocating students while they take notes in class? I'll tell you why, cause paper can't beat anybody. A rock would tear that shit up in 2 seconds. When I play Rock-Paper-Scissors, I always choose rock, so that way, when someone claims to have beaten me with paper, I can punch them in the face with my already clinched fist and say: "Oh shit, I'm sorry, I thought your paper would protect you, you asshole."

Yeah...

Random, but it was bugging me, and I have a cold, so piss off. x_x

~j¹~
 
 
09 November 2007 @ 04:06 am
Where will you run when your kingdom falls?
Will you think of the world?
Where will you hide when your saviour laughs in your face,
At the joke you made of his name...

Here in this world,
How would you know what the angels look like,
Here are my wings,
Flightless and tired of the burden...
When things fall by the wayside,
I have my faith in reason...

What a man tells a man becomes institution,
In your book of dead words,
And it never ever fails how the idiots prevail,
Or at least outnumber us...

Here in this world,
How would you know what the angels look like?
Here are my wings,
Flightless and tired of the burden...
When things fall by the wayside,
You have no reason for faith...

Wise men still seek him now...
Wise men still seek him now...
But I'm still skeptic of the seers of visions
And the mocking of a fabulous...(fairy tale)

Here in this world,
How would you know what the angels look like?
Here are my wings,
Flightless and tired of the burden...
When things fall by the wayside,
You have fallen...

By the wayside (x3)
 
 
27 July 2007 @ 08:40 pm
Overnight shifts suck sometimes...

Especially if you were conned into it. >_<

Oh well, I can't complain, I've got more hours this week than I've gotten in a damn long while.

After today, I'll have 34...which is good.

Now, to some of you, 34 hours worked in a week is no big deal, hell, some of you can do that standing on your head (and you possibly have...=P).

But look at it from my perspective, when I was first hired there, I was getting about 40 hours a week, then the hours started slipping...so yeah.

Anyhow, I gotta go.

I'll finish this up later.

- Josh
 
 
21 July 2007 @ 02:15 am
...And it's not from a spyware infested laptop, and one that the "h" key is broken, and the screen doesn't have to sit on anything else to keep it vertical, and where I don't have to worry about the power cord coming unplugged because I even slightly move the laptop...

Many frustrations abound...

So the psych sessions have been going very well, much progress is being made, and I gotta tell ya, I'm feeling pretty positive...well other than the whole still single thing...>_<

So yeah...

Things are pretty good...hopefully I'll be back online on a regular basis here soon.

Word.

=P

~j¹~
 
 
02 July 2007 @ 10:45 pm
Hey all,

Im still alive, just having personal and familial problems.

Ill be back online soon.

I encourage you to call, my number's in my previous entry.

Dont ask about whats going on though, cause I probably won't tell you.

Only my psychiatrist needs to know.

Its nothing personal.

Anyway, im out.

Like I said, call me.

- Josh
 
 
20 June 2007 @ 10:48 pm
My goddamn phone hasn't come in yet.

The damn thing was ordered last week...and in that time, it's went from the UPS delivery guy back to the UPS Store because they didn't know the exact house I lived in, from the UPS Store to the Post office, phone was supposed to be delivered today, but obviously it wasn't...and so, at the post office it still sits. And I swear to God...if it's not here tomorrow, I will be MORE than angry...

What's worse, is if it doesn't work right...oh heaven help them.

Yeah, anyhow, in lighter news...

The package that my buddy John sent me from Iraq came in, and in that package were 3 things: A letter, a CD, and a black briefcase.

Sounds kinda suspicious eh?

Well it shouldn't. The letter was just an update on how things are going. The CD had some photos and a few videos of things going "Boom". And the briefcase, as peculiar as it was...contained (what I eventually found out to be) an ATI Radeon X1950 XTX Uber Edition video card. (Geeks, start drooling now. ^_^)

What's even more than that, only 500 of those bastards were made, and I own one. Now, I need to just install it, which I don't know how to do.

Anyway, that's all I can about think of right now...I'm trying to get back into the habit of updating regularly again, I PROMISE!!!

Peace, love, and chicken grease.

~j¹~
 
 
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: "Music Box" - Thrice
 
 
15 June 2007 @ 02:53 am
About Me...
THE BASICS
first name:Joshua
middle name:Thomas
last name:B***** (Sorry, that doesn't go to just anyone)
age:22
age you want to be:22
age you act:15-19
birthdate:April 28, 1985
birthplace:Roanoke, VA
star sign:Taurus
do you get along with your family?:Yes
any brothers/sisters?:Yes
any pets?:Yes
what kind:A cat
are you happy with who you are:To an extent
fave food:PIZZA
DO YOU...
smoke:Occasionally
drink:Like a fish
do drugs:Nope
cry often:Nope
go to church:No
pray:No
read the newspaper:Not really
take walks in the rain:Sometimes
take long showers:Not really
sing in the shower:Yes
like school:No
want kids:Yes
if yes, how many:2
love yourself for who are:At times
play sports:Used to
sleep a lot:YES
like to sing:No
like animals:Yes
play with fire:Oh hells yes.
IN THE OPPOSITE SEX...
fave eye color:Blue or Green
fave hair color:Brunette
height:Same height as me
weight:Doesn't matter
piercings:They're okay...
if yes, how many:A few
tattoos:Again, they're okay
if yes, how many:Again, a few...
and where:Uhhh...>_>
hot or cute:Either
looks or personality:Either
first thing you notice:Eyes
THIS OR THAT
coke or pepsi:Pepsi
bikini or one piece:Bikini
swim trunks or speedos:Trunks
love or $:Love
pop or water:Soda
dogs or cats:Cats
aeropostale or hollister:*hisses*
abercrombie or american eagle:*hisses*
night or day:Night
sun or rain:Rain
green or purple grapes:Green
heck yeah or hell yeah:Hell yeah!
hot tea or ice tea:Iced
chocolate or vanilla:Chocolate
hugs or kisses:Both
quiznos or subway:Quiznos
summer or winter:Winter
spring or fall:Spring
wine or beer:Beer
pizza hut or papa johns:Pizza Hut
HAVE YOU EVER
cried in school:Nope
gone skinny dipping:Yep
been drunk:Plenty of times
smoked:Yep
skipped school:Yup
had someone cry on your shoulder:Yup
cried on someone's shoulder:Yup
been kissed:Yup
cried during a movie:Once
if yes, which ones:The Sixth Man
seen something being born:No
if yes, what:
been in love:Yes
had a medical emergency:Mhmm
had surgery:Yep
spent the night in a psych ward:A night? Try a couple months.
played strip poker:Oh yes
played strip poker and lost:Once
been picked on:All the time
slept outdoosrs:Yessah
been on stage:Yep
been to camp:Band camp?
talked to someone all night on the phone:Yup
thought you were going crazy:The voices tell me no.
been betrayed:Yeah
had a dream that came true:Not any good ones.
been on the radio:No
been in car accident:Nope
been in a car accident on your b-day:Nope
toilet papered someone's house:Nope
egged someone's house:Nein
had your heart broken:Ja
been dumped by someone:Ja
dumped someone:Nein
LOVE AND ALL THAT
are you a romantic:Yes, and a hopeless one at that.
what is important for you in a relationship:Trust.
do you have to someone before you date them:A-wha?!
what is the most annoying thing about the opposite sex:Well, the main thing is lifting the toilet seat, am I right fellas? =P...Nah, I'm kidding, each sex has it's annoyances.
FOR OR AGAINST
school:For
prayer in school:Neither
abortion:Against
kids:For
adoption:For
the war in irag:Where's Irag?
sex before marriage:For
eggplant:What. The. Fuck
long distance relationships:No comment
online dating:No comment
single parenthood:
FAVORITE
restaurant:Macados
drink:WAY TOO MANY
store:GameStop
color:Blue
shoe brand:A shoe's a shoe.
clothing brand:Don't have one
animal:Cats
day of the week:Saturday
sport:Football (Not Gridiron), Baseball
flower:
ice cream:Too many
band:Again, too many.
song:Too many
candy:Don't eat a lot of candy any more
season:This was already answered
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
you hugged:My dad
you kissed:Don't remember
that made you laugh:Ray
you talked to:Daniel
you yelled at:No one
that made you cry:Shannon
you hit:No one
that brightened your day:Uhh...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
miracles:Not much anymore
santa:Nope
god:No comment
magic:Yes
love at first sight:Kinda, it depends
karma:Oh fuck yes.
heaven/hell:No comment
satan:NC
angels:NC
demons:NC
DEEP THOUGHTS
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11 June 2007 @ 02:07 am
Can hold my breath only for a little while,
Until reality starts sinking in,
Once again, I'm settling for second best,
Turn the page and skip to the end to where I,
Swore that I would try,
Since the last time I crossed that line,
In the back of my mind I know...

It only hurts when your eyes are open,
Lies get tossed and,
Truth is spoken,
It only hurts when that door gets opened,
Dreams are lost and,
Hearts are broken...

Miles away, promise from a burning bed,
2 worlds should never collide,
One word would end it if you ever heard,
Tear the page out that reminds me when I,
Swore that I'd be strong,
Now the next time has come and gone,
Well maybe I'm wrong, I know...

I know what you're feeling,
It's hard to believe in someone,
Someone who's not there,
I know that you're waiting,
Cause love is worth saving,
But only for so long, so long, so long...
(chorus)
 
 
Current Music: "It Only Hurts" - Default
 
 
 
 

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